A few words on saints

The fam.  With the chickens.
The fam. With the chickens.

A few weeks ago, our pastor asked us to contribute a written piece describing what it means to be in the “communion of saints.”  That is to say, how saints aren’t necessarily long-dead, but still live among us, even if they aren’t canonized.

Anyway, here’s what we submitted. 🙂

As we have come together and grown our family, we have found that one of the best places to commune with other saints in the body of Christ is in our own neighborhood in the City of St. Louis.  Our experience has brought us from living in small towns, on a farm in the middle of nowhere, and in the thick of an urban center, yet the most interesting and rewarding relationships we have formed began and thrived in the city.

Perhaps we would be most comfortable in a rural setting: sitting on the back porch, sipping iced tea, and watching the sun set over corn fields.  At the same time, bringing even a small part of this mentality with us back to South City not only presents the opportunity to help educate our neighbors in the ways of a simpler life, but also teach us more about how both “the city” and “the country” complement each other.  Whether we spend our time wrangling chickens, tending a garden the size of our entire back yard, washing cloth diapers, or brewing our own beer using hops we grew and barley we malted ourselves, we know that our passions can and do influence those around us.  Further, we know our children will be able to take our frequently “out of place” passions and adapt them to suit their own hopes and dreams, as they become saints of their own accord.

The dictionary tells us that a “saint” is “a person of great holiness, virtue, or benevolence.”  It’s clearly presumptuous to see ourselves in this way, yet we feel it is a spectacular goal to continually strive to.  Part of being benevolent is going where the needs are most apparent.  Our neighborhood might not be the quietest, or the most well-kept place we could have chosen to live, but we have encountered all sorts of saints on our street – the young kindergarten teacher two doors down who is happy to share his own garden’s abundance and retrieve eggs from our chicken coop when we go out of town; the retired ladies across the way who remind us of street cleaning days so we can avoid a parking ticket; the skateboarding man who keeps an eye out for the kids playing soccer on the sidewalk; and the Honduran family whose children speak far more English than their parents – they’ve all been examples to us of God’s constant love, grace, and faithfulness, and of the diversity of His creation.

Our activities growing up, including Boy Scouts and 4-H, taught us to leave every place we visit better than we found it.  The unspoken part of this mantra is that there are places out there that still need to be found, and still need to be left better.  In both our lives before meeting each other, and the life we’ve chosen to lead together, we hope we’ve been able to help out where we can, setting an example where appropriate, and serving God in the places that need Him the most.

It’s what saints do.  It’s what we should all do.

On Visits and Progress

Ma, Calvin and Meg
Ma, Calvin and Meg

To be honest, I can’t remember quite how long we waited before taking a lengthy-ish trip with Meg for the first time.  In Cal’s case, it was at the age of almost 5 weeks, when we took him up to Hannibal for the night, and then down to Louisiana, MO to meet his great-grandparents for the first time.  He did shockingly well in the car, despite a two-and-a-half hour drive through heavier-than-expected traffic.  If only we can keep that up indefinitely, trips like that will be a cinch…

Regardless, we had a nice lunch with Ma on Saturday afternoon and then visited with Grandma and Grandpa for a bit.  It’s great to see how their faces light up when there’s a newborn in the room to hold!  Of course, Meg is happy to entertain everyone with her various antics on these visits, and now that she can talk pretty well (relative to the last time she saw them), she’s quick to ask questions, tell stories, and sing songs.  If anything, we’re just happy Calvin and Meg both have great-grandparents to grow up with.

In other news, Cal’s sleeping has been “hit or miss.”  There are some nights where he’ll spend most of the night in his own crib.  There are other nights where he ends up sleeping on my shoulder in the rocking chair upstairs for an hour.  And still most nights where Brooke ends up lying in the twin size bed upstairs with him to coax him to sleep.

Meg’s “fussy hour” was usually around dinner time, if I remember correctly.  Cal’s appears to be a bit later than that, however it still shifts on a whim.  When he had his check up last week (he’s gained almost 3.5 lbs since birth!), the doctor didn’t think it was colic or anything.  Probably after he “finds his finger,” he’ll be able to calm himself down a bit easier.

Hopefully, that happens sooner rather than later…

Lastly, in the past few days, we’ve noticed that he’s looking around the room more, tracking people’s movements.  He likes to watch his big sister, so that’s giving her a few more “entertainment” duties.  It’s good to be able to interact with him a bit more now: not just in holding him, but in being able to talk to him and have him listen to you.  He’s growing and developing fast!

Regardless, Cal’s doing well and we’re getting sleep occasionally.  It’s about all we can ask, I guess. 🙂

P.S. Sorry it’s been so long since posting.  With my abbreviated work schedule and not having two hands available to type in the evenings, blog postings have fallen by the wayside.  I’m catching up though.  Promise!

It’s Been One Week (And Change…)

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Actually, it’s been more like 11 days, but close enough…

Everything’s been going pretty well, really.  Looking back, Meg was apparently pretty good that first week, too, so perhaps I shouldn’t be too surprised.  Calvin’s been letting us sleep most nights in 3-4 hrs stretches, so it’s made the transition to a family-of-four remarkably easy.  By that, I mean that when Meg was this age, we could sleep in, but now, Meg wakes up at 7:00 am, so sleeping in doesn’t really happen…

Other than that, Brooke’s been staying home with Cal this week.  I’ve been taking Meg to school at 9:00 and picking her up at 4:00, and going in to work inbetween.  Brooke has been getting to know our little boy quite well, but I’m still getting my time in.  Some days, he’s sleeping for relatively long stretches – other days, Brooke has to hold him to keep him content.

He’s already make some pretty good progress, at least with respect to gaining better control of his hands, keeping his eyes open, lifting his head for longer periods of time.  I guess I just don’t remember Meg  progressing this quickly, but I’m sure it just seems faster now because he’s our second child.  We’re even catching glimpses of what seem like smiling, even though we don’t think he’s really supposed to be doing that yet.

Regardless, we’re all doing great!  And Meg likes her baby brother.  Can’t ask much more than that. 🙂

Meet Calvin

calvinCalvin Andrew Linsenbardt (or “Cal,” as he will be called) was born on Monday, September 23rd at 3:54 am.  He was 7 lbs, 13 oz and 21-1/4″ tall.

Compared with Meg, this delivery was remarkably easier!  We had to induce Meg at 10 days post-due date to get her out, so the delivery was very difficult for Brooke and took a good 3-4 hrs of pushing.  This time, Brooke was able to do it without induction (though still got the epidural) and only ended up pushing for 9 whole minutes.  Craziness.

Regardless, Calvin is doing well and Mom and Baby are resting at the hospital (while I rest at home with Meg, who needs to go to school tomorrow).  As I will likely get the better night’s sleep, I suspect it’ll be my duty to entertain him tomorrow while Brooke gets a bit of rest.

Happy to help, of course.  He’s cute like his big sister. 🙂

Jogging Update

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A little over two months since starting jogging, I’ve completed my goal of “being capable of running a 5k.”  For the most part, I’ve been jogging 2 miles each week day, aside from holidays like Labor Day or rainy mornings (of which there have been very, very few…).

Two miles a day has actually become surprisingly easy.  After Meg started school and I started taking her with me, I shifted my morning schedule a little bit, getting up at 6:30 am and jogging for 20 min.  My pace has gradually improved, where I now (roughly) average about a 9 min mile, on most days.  By the fourth or fifth day in a row of jogging, I’m getting pretty tired, so my pace slows, but I still make sure I run the full 20 min.  Really, I’ve been pretty sure I could run the 5k for the past few weeks.  It was just a matter of having enough time (and will) to do it.

Now that the weather improved (finally), was in the mid-70s and sunny during the day, and I finally had some free time in the afternoon, I decided to go for the 5k run that I said I was going to do.  Brooke’s due date is coming up and my jogging will drop off precipitously thereafter, so I was running out of opportunities to get it done…unless I was going to get up earlier…but that’s just silly…

As you can see above, I ended up actually going about 5.38 km, so I over-shot a bit.  Shucks.

Still, I’m hopeful I can continue running most days during the week.  Perhaps I’ll need to shift to weekend jogging for awhile after “Clarence” arrives, as I’m confident my sleep will be disrupted enough such that I won’t want to do anything on weekday mornings.  Brooke picked me up some better jogging pants so, as it gets colder, I should be able to extend the routine a bit.

Regardless, I’ve proven I’m capable of running a 5k.  At least I know I can do it.

Meg Needs A Playmate

Here's how I found Meg's clean room after her "nap"...
Here’s how I found Meg’s clean room after her “nap”…

I’ve noticed this increasingly over the past few weeks, but it sure seems like Meg’s getting to the point where she needs a sibling.  To some degree, she’s still capable of playing by herself for a little while (or at least watching “Daniel Tiger’s Neighborhood“…), but she seems to crave interaction more than I remember before.  Perhaps that’s just me cutting behaviors out from the past few years, though.

This weekend, we went to the Lake with Brooke’s parents for her Dad’s birthday celebration and stopped off in Columbia to hang out with my parents for a night or two as well.  Much of the time, she was directing us all in various activities, especially where she would be playing as “The Teacher” and the rest of us would be her “kids” that had a set schedule (that she would check…) and things they needed to do.  This involved laying on the floor, getting covered up with blankets (sometimes these “blankets” were actually books…), having a snack, and so on.

The picture above shows Meg after her “nap,” when I walked up to find her setting up “a party” for all her dolls.  I don’t know why she was wearing the hat.  It wasn’t a fireman-themed party, to my knowledge…

Now, these are all things that I’d expect her to do with a friend or a younger sibling.  Unfortunately, her younger sibling isn’t quite here yet (though, rapidly approaching!).  Furthermore, sadly, she won’t be able to boss him around for awhile, as he’ll probably just sit there and giggle at her for the first 6 months to a year.

Regardless, people keep asking whether Meg’s ready to have a sibling in the house.  I’m thinking that’s a resounding “yes.”  Certainly, I’m ready to have an additional playmate to keep Meg occupied so I don’t have to lay on the floor all the time… 😛

First Day Of School

DSC_0297So almost a year ago, we started looking into applying for the magnet school program here in St. Louis.  As the St. Louis Public School System isn’t exactly the best in the area (they just achieved state accreditation again, after 5 years without it), we were wary of considering that option for Meg’s education, but the magnet schools are accredited individually and all feed in to each other: once you get into one of them, you stay in the system, and your siblings are grand-fathered in.  Once you turn 3, you can enter into a lottery for a limited number of slots at various schools across the city.

To be honest, the whole process was a bit difficult to navigate, as the web sites for each school are separate from one another, each with their own procedures, etc.  Still, Brooke took care of the application to the magnet program and we entered Meg in the lottery.  She ended up getting in on the first try, getting one of 24 spots at her school, Mullanphy Investigative Learning Center.  This school is located near the St. Louis Botanical Gardens, which is about 10-15 min from our house, and halfway between our house and Washington University, where I work.  It also happens to be a “science-oriented” school, so believe you me, I’m all for it.

Anyway, Meg has been pretty apprehensive about this.  For the past few weeks, she’s had trouble being left at her old school in the mornings, as she could tell things were changing pretty soon.  She liked her old daycare quite a bit and had friends there, so it’s understandable that, even at age 3, she’d be pretty worried about starting in a new place with new people.  Still, we continued to bring it up so she’d be constantly reminded the change was coming.  We went and met her new teachers last week twice, so she was at least introduced to these new people she’d be seeing every day.

Monday was still pretty difficult, though.  To be fair, after I left her there, everything was fine and her teachers said she did a great job, raising her hand to ask questions, laying on her mat at nap time, etc.  But the act of actually leaving her there was the most difficult part.  Let’s just say there was a good deal of screaming and hyperventilating to deal with that morning.  The past few days, things have improved somewhat, though there are still quite a few tears as I leave in the mornings.  I’ve gotten a bit better about breaking away quickly, rather than lingering too long, allowing her to keep me there.  After a few weeks, I’m sure things will get better, but for now, it’s still pretty tough.

At the very least, I hope this school ends up making life easier once we get to Kindergarten.  This way, it won’t be nearly as much of a shift for her, as she’s essentially attending elementary school now, two years early (the preschool is housed in the elementary school, though the different age groups are separated for lunch time, recess, etc.).  She’s getting used to the routine, the set times for activities, the different subjects, and most of all, the yearly change in teachers and classmates.  She’d been at the same daycare with many of the same teachers and the same kids since we moved here, so while there was obviously some turn-over, much of the experience remained the same.  This new school will be much more like “the real thing,” so hopefully that helps her transition even better each year.

But it’s hard to watch how quickly she’s growing up!  In some ways, I don’t think my 3-year-old should be wearing a school uniform, wearing a backpack, and taking her lunch to school already.

I guess I’d better get used to that, too.  🙂

My New Friend, The Chromecast

My new friend...
My new friend…

Last week, Google had a few announcements, mostly some hardware (Nexus 7) and software (Android 4.3) refreshes.  But the “…and one more thing…” from this particular session was a new device called the Google Chromecast.

In short, it is only slightly bigger than your typical USB memory stick, but instead of USB, it uses HDMI (the interface your cable box uses to connect to your television).  Instead of a memory stick, it’s a mini receiver that is capable of taking instruction from Android and iOS devices, along with the Google Chrome browser.  From your phone (or tablet), you can open up Netflix or YouTube, find the content you’re interested in, then click the “Cast” button to send that video feed to your television.  After that, the Chromecast maintains the connection and you can use your phone (or tablet) for whatever you want.  You can even leave the room, or the house, and the connection will be maintained.

To be fair, while this is a neat feature, it isn’t necessarily “revolutionary,” at least, so far as I’m concerned.  I mean, my PS3, my Wii and my toaster can play Netflix at this point.  Why’s this device so useful?

Hulu.

We use Hulu quite a bit to watch various shows, but it requires you watch it on a laptop or desktop.  Any web browser that’s built-in to a PS3 or Wii is blocked from displaying the content.  What’s worse is that Hulu actually has a TV-targeted solution in Hulu Plus, but for some crazy reason, the shows that you find on regular, web-based Hulu aren’t available on the paid Hulu Plus service.  They’ll tell you it’s because of content deals with producers who want to keep that content off televisions (unless you’re using cable to view it), but that’s increasingly becoming a ridiculous argument as more and more people cut the cord and focus on internet-only solutions.

Anyway, back to the Chromecast.  This thing allows you to take a Chrome browser tab and transfer it to the Chromecast.  This means that, so far as Hulu is concerned, you’re still using a bog-standard Chrome browser while you’re watching, and it doesn’t realize you’re using a television to do it.  Genius.

And it totally works.  You need a reasonably decent computer to do it (my Chromebook is capable, but needs to have video quality scaled down a bit), but it totally works.

Overall, the Chromecast has been reviewed quite positively, largely because it works pretty well (with a few quirks), but also because it’s cheaper than alternative solutions.  The device sells for $35, though I got in on a promotion (that lasted less than 24 hrs…) where each purchase got you 3 months of Netflix streaming, even for existing subscribers (a $24 value, bringing my cost down to $11).

Hopefully other Android apps will gain functionality (Google Music also works, but I don’t tend to listen to music through my TV very often…), but seriously, $11 (or even $35) is worth it to get Hulu onto my TV.  Brooke appreciates it as well, as we’ll have a newborn in a few months and watching our shows on my PC in the dining room isn’t the most comfortable of options.  Getting to sit on a couch in the living room is a much better solution.

It’s pretty cool and I’m glad it works.  I’m sure I’ll have more to report on later, but for now, if you have any interested in getting web-based content beamed to your television, this is arguably the most cost-effective option available).

Review: Pacific Rim

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You know how there are some movies you grew up with that, although you love them, you recognize that they had quite a few faults?  Movies where you saw it when you were 10, thought it was awesome, and even though you’re older now and realize it probably wasn’t even that good of a movie, you still tell yourself you love it (Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, I’m looking at you…)?

Pacific Rim is probably that movie.

Look, there are some pretty cheesy lines in this.  The plot is very predictable.  The CGI is sometimes ridiculously obvious.  Most of the acting is fine, but some is just passable.  There are multiple nonsensical plot holes.

And yet, for some reason, I had more fun watching this movie than many of the others I’ve seen this year.

The brief synopsis involves an inter-dimensional rift opening near the bottom of the Pacific Ocean where giant monsters code-named “Kaijus” (Japanese for “strange creature,” paying homage to the Godzilla franchise) emerge on an increasingly regular basis, wreaking destruction and havoc on coastal cities.  Jet fighters and soldiers prove not to be enough, so the Jaeger program is initiated in order to produce giant robot fighters that are controlled by two human pilots (a single human can’t control one without severe brain damage).  Though the Jaegers do well at stopping the onslaught for years, the Kaijus begin to evolve and improve and ultimately put them on the defensive, until there are only a few remaining.  The bulk of the story picks up at the end, with what is to be the “defeat them once and for all” moment of the war.

If you’ve seen any sci-fi movie, you can see where this is going.  Mentor brings hero back into the fold to save the world once last time and meets cute heroine, learning a thing or two from her in the process about himself and his station in life.  Other characters are lost tragically until the very end, when it’s time to save the world, requiring ultimate sacrifice.

But knowing all that, I still enjoyed it.  There are times when you want to go to a movie, turn off your mind for a few minutes, and watch giant robots beat the crap out of giant monsters.  This is why the Godzilla movies did (do?) so well at the box office: story matters to an extent, but in the end, the people come for the monsters.  And oh, the monsters.  The Kaijus are coming through the rift, but each one looks/acts a bit different.  Some fly, some have strong tails, some spit blue acid goo at you, some are just big bruisers.  Their variety is endless (and unexplained…this is one of those “nonsensical plot holes” where the writers fail to explain why these giant aliens come to Earth and now look like crabs, or hammerhead sharks…hmmmm…), and it presents interesting challenges for the Jaegers in how to deal with them.  Sometimes it involves beating them with an ocean liner.  And believe you me, that’s cool.

Guillermo del Toro is a popular director among many, though I can’t say I’m his biggest fan (the Hellboy movies just didn’t do that much for me…).  However, I do appreciate his ability to craft a world that’s intricately detailed.  Rather than just seeing “giant robots” walking around, through the eyes of the human pilots, you actually see the gears turning and the hydraulics pumping.  You can see the evolution of Jaegers, where the older ones look primitive, compared with the newer, sleeker, faster ones.  You get a sense that these things are big, rather than just two dudes in monster suits walking around buildings made of cardboard.  Even though the Kaijus are obviously CGI characters, you see them in a context with the Jaegers and the surrounding cities that makes you believe what you’re seeing, rather than being constantly “pulled out” of the experience.  Seeing it in IMAX 3D probably helped with the blending of real people and CG animation.

So yes, in the end, I enjoyed it quite a bit.  Is it going to win a “Best Picture” Oscar?  No.

Was it a ton of fun?

Heck yes.

So, I started jogging…

Not my feet.  Sorry, not that talented...
Not my feet. Sorry, not that talented…

I’ve tried running before.  Actually, the last time I “seriously worked out” on a regular basis was in college when I had access to a rec building and treadmills.  My problem with keeping up a workout regimen is simply the routine of it: if I miss one day, then it’s possible I miss two, and after that, I’m likely not coming back to it.

Well, for a variety of reasons, I decided to give it another try, this time with something of a clear goal, and also with the full knowledge that even if I’m able to keep it up, once the baby comes around at the end of September, that schedule will be disrupted and I’ll probably stop.  The goal, in my mind, is to be capable of running a 5K (3.1 mi) non-stop.  I figure this shouldn’t be too difficult with the appropriate training, but is something that, today, I don’t think I could reasonably do.

Two Mondays ago, I started jogging on a road near here that’s popular among joggers, and connects up with an asphalt trail that goes for quite awhile.  To get started, I decided I would jog for 20 min and get as far as I could, then hopefully, do the same thing again on each following week day.  That first day, I made it two miles (though, the last quarter mile was pretty painful…).  But really, having not seriously jogged in years, I felt that 2 miles was pretty good.  In the end, it’s the “20 min non-stop” part that’s most important for me.  I’ll push that longer and longer in the upcoming weeks.

Last week, I ended up jogging three days (rained out one day, then had some set up for Kristen’s wedding, so I got my exercise later in the morning).  This week, I jogged all five days and averaged a little over 2 miles each day.  By the time I hit Thursday/Friday, I was definitely more tired than I’d been the earlier days, but I was also less sore after running.  Progress!

I’m tracking everything using an app called RunKeeper.  It takes advantage of my phone’s GPS to track how far I’ve gone and give me some idea of pace.  I’m still trying to work out a consistent pace, rather than waffling between 10:30/mi and 9:30/mi.  It’s nice having the app “break through” the music I’m listening to and let me know that it’s been 5, 10, 15 or 20 min, how far I’ve gone, and what my average pace is.

We’ll see how long I can keep it up.  Again, I’m optimistic I can keep this up to some degree for the next month or so.  I’ll probably end up dropping to three times a week rather than five in awhile, but I wanted to get a good start with the routine of getting up at 6:00 am, rather than falling back asleep.

Heck, as long as Brooke keeps making me a smoothie each morning, I probably have enough incentive to keep it up. 🙂